The Start

    I am by no means a writer, nor would I ever claim to be, but I’ve always had a love for reading. Words have a special way of comforting, inspiring, and connecting people, and something deep within me is telling me to start sharing my own. I don’t know who would want to read this or why they would, but I feel a strong push from God that this is something I need to do. And who am I to say no to that? If this helps even just one person—if it helps someone feel less alone in this whirlwind of motherhood—then it will all be worth stepping outside of my comfort zone. So, here I am.

    I am not an expert by any means. I have no credentials or qualifications that make me an authority on parenting. In fact, I've only been doing this “mom” thing for six weeks, and I can already tell you it’s the hardest job I’ve ever had—by far. It’s also, without a doubt, the most important job I’ll ever do. I’m still figuring it out, just like many of you are, and I think that’s okay.

    So, I want to share my journey with you. I’m not here to preach or offer perfect advice, but rather, to be honest about the challenges, the victories, and the lessons I’m learning as I walk through this new phase of life. I know I’ll fail—probably a lot. I’ll make mistakes, have the wrong reactions, say things I didn’t mean, and, let's be real, I’ll probably offend a few people along the way. But I want to be real. I want to show the messy, unfiltered side of motherhood, the side that doesn’t get enough attention. It’s hard, but it’s beautiful, and it’s something that needs to be shared.

    At the end of the day, I hope that my journey can help other mothers, fathers, or anyone going through a big life change feel like they’re not in it alone. I’m here, learning and growing every day, and I hope my son will grow up knowing how deeply loved he is, even if he ends up needing a little therapy when he's older.

    This is a season of life that no one fully prepares you for. Sure, people tell you that motherhood will change everything, but nothing can truly prepare you for the day-to-day reality of caring for this tiny human who depends on you for everything. It’s humbling and exhausting, but it’s also exhilarating and full of joy. I’m taking it one day at a time, and I’m hoping that as I continue on this path, I’ll grow into the mother God has called me to be, and maybe along the way, I can help someone else grow too.

    So, thank you for taking the time to read this. It’s a small step, but a step I feel called to take, and I’m excited to share more with you as I navigate this journey.

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)